So you packed mules for 10 years and still don't think you're good enough at it to call yourself a mule packer? That's like a 1/4-1/3 of the average persons entire working years. At what point do you think you would be good enough? I've never packed a mule- no idea what's involved, but I would think after a few years you'd have learned the ropes.
Well, packing them into those dang packing crates for shipping is the hard part.
I was taught how to pack my first season from the crew foreman (we packed mules then went into the wilderness for 10 days at a time to build and maintain trails -- usually hand-leading the mules). The crew foreman had only one season 's experience with mules, but he taught me all he knew. For the next 9 years I was the foreman and teaching new crew members how to pack -- while the mules continued to teach me.
So I had no old mule packer to mentor me. There are large holes in my experience and knowledge that a mule packer should have. At the end of the season, I left and came back in May -- without having to take care of the animals. While the mountains I packed in are some of the roughest trails in CA, there are many landforms and weather conditions I never had to deal with. Major snow events, swimming the animals across wide rivers, very odd loads (never packed a piano on a mule like some did!) I am weak on long-term care of mules, and so forth.
I just feel that calling myself a mule packer does an injustice to those who I think are true packers.
I call myself an artist (when asked) because I feel that I am an artist all the way down to the bottom of my soul. I am not just one thing, though. I am also a father -- not just because I have kids, but because I have taken the label and embraced it hold it as hard as the label 'artist'. In truth, I do not even separate the father and the artist in me.
I have been fortunate that others have seen the artist in me and in my work -- and have provided me with confirmation of how I see myself, even though at first I resisted the title, like many here. I feel the label 'artist' comes with a responsibility -- to be true to oneself, honesty when working with others and in ones work, and to always push forward. I can see why some people prefer not to be called artist -- perhaps they do not wish to accept that responsibility