blansky
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I guess there just aren't very many people who approach their work like I do. Most of this thread is off topic or moot when I apply it to my own working methods.
I always start with the end result in my head and then try to figure out how to get to where I want to go. Take for instance that wire series I shared a bit with you. That was in my head in my imagination for over a year before I did anything. I didn't analyze why I wanted to do it or see it, only how to do it. I knew I wanted to use the wire in a series and I knew that I wanted strong lines and curves and energy. That was the easy part. The background and lighting was what I had to figure out how to do. I knew I wanted a sharp reflection but I wanted it in a blank white environment. I knew I wanted it to seem bathed in light. I actually wanted the finished print on the wall to look like a light source. I wanted it to seem to glow with light and then within that to have the crazy abstract energy of the wire. I finally found what I thought would be perfect for the reflective fore ground that would allow me to avoid horizon lines or reflections. At that point I could set the camera up and get the wire and start the series. But I had to figure out how to get the glow into the wire and the sense of light so I had to experiment not only with the lighting and focus but with different developers.
In the end I was unable to get exactly what was in my head. I shot the entire series and processed the film 1 sheet at a time after every exposure and tried to judge if I was getting what I wanted just by examining the negs on a light box. I kept adjusting things and shooting different arrangements and trying for different energy until I got to the point that I was done with it and didn't want to do any more. In the end where I failed was in the glowing whiteness of the background. It always printed with tone. If I tried to adjust the contrast of the platinum prints too much I ran into print quality issues with grain and mottling.
So I had to let it be what it was rather than what I intended it to be. I had to forget the light source affect I wanted and instead work with the seemingly smudgy background... almost a charcoal drawing affect. In the end I decided it is "good enough". I lost control of it and it took on a life of it's own. It does satisfy the need I had to create it. I am left with the feeling of being done with it. I like it, it is part of my family.
Every aspect of it was a technical challenge but was never about technique. It was about trying to create the thing in my head. Then of course the final kick ass problem I ran into is that they don't scan very well... or I need a new scanner, because my scans are way off.
It is actually the same thing for me when doing landscape or portraits or what ever. I see the finished product before I make the photo.
But I think this is the schism.
In this case you were working on a project. With definitive parameters, and required results. You are like the guys who do product photography. We used to call the "engineers". They almost always shot large format, due to perspective control, built their own sets, spend days and weeks overcoming the obstacles, shot dozens of boxes of polaroids and finally presented their results to the ad agencies. They rarely liked, or enjoyed working with people but almost all products and food advertising were done by them.
They are extremely analytical, technical, and creative in a different way than the more seat of the pants "emotional" photographers are.
By the way, loved that wire series.