Sirius
I do understand.
I just think you are delaying the inevitable.
If a film is discontinued, then why carry on using it instead of finding a replacement that is still in production and support the manufacturer this way?
As an example, I've used a ton of Kodak EBX. When that one was axed together with all other E6 Kodak films, I went to find a replacement as soon the discontinuation notice was put up. In fact, here in the UK all remains of that film were sold out in a week or 2 even though the price had almost doubled since it was announced its axing.
So, what's the point of holding to a film that is no longer in production?
Every time you use it, it is a reminder that you have one less roll and that one day there will be not one left.
For me it is just painful.
I still have a roll of EBX left. It is in a drawer just as a reminder of what Kodak used to be.
Actually, I don't think you do understand.
By your logic, why go on living if you are delaying the inevitable day that you die?
My mother is a professional oil painter, while she still uses current offerings of oil paints, she also has some that are tough to find as they are no longer made, cadmium yellow or something like that. She likes having the options for now because it helps her to keep balance in life as an artist. The paints do not sit in a drawer as some form of self torture as she remembers how the good ol' days used to be.
I have a fair amount of films in deep freeze that are no longer made, Agfa APX25, Techpan, etc. And I pull them out like fine wines for a special occasion or the "Seal Team" for a special assignment. It feels good to be able to do that because it is good. It is not at all saddening, it is actually inspiring. And like Roger has said, some films can not be replaced. In the case of Fuji Provia 400X, I had never used it, so what do I do? I buy 75 rolls in 35mm, book my flight to Cuba for this May and will shoot all of it there, I ran a test roll of it not long ago and get it back this week, will base exposures and filtration off of that. Then once it is gone, I will have those wonderful slides to work from.
The film I fear losing the most is Kodak TMY-2 in 35mm, 120 and 4x5 formats. There simply is no replacement for this film, it is utterly spectacular bringing lenses like Carl Zeiss and Leica to their knees....at ISO 800. So you had better believe that if it ever gets nixed, I will be buying at least $6,000-$10,000 worth to keep using it for awhile.
We are all different and none of us can control what films get axed. So some of us keep a balance of keeping a stash of no longer made films along with current ones in the freezer and still buy current ones as needed keeping the flow of materials moving right along.