when I first started out, man I wanted that pan-f look! jumped in, took a bunch of
rolls - most of which failed: underexposed, too dark, too contrasty, too much like
a wild horse. I put it down, went back to hp5, fp4 and tri-x. At the time, I thought
they were easier to work with, but frankly my technique in exposure and developement
is what improved most of all, just by iterating the process, and noting my obvious
failures, writing things down in a notebook. Later when I went back to pan-f, it seemed
like magic, suddenly, I could could work and explore the film without a lot of grief.
I did some testing to get a personal EI of 32, since then, I've used D-76, pmk, and
now mostly rodinal [1:100]. All of which work extremely well.
Nothing worthwhile comes without hard work. Give up on it for awhile if you feel you must,
but hone your craft, find what works for you. If you find you need the control of home
development to get the results you want, *nothing* else will work.
Most of this work was in pretty harsh light:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/stormiticus/tags/panf