Ian Leake
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It's interesting to note some thoughts here when someone does not show their work
Is there not anything positive in not showing one's work to others?
Everyone has in their mind a subconscious model of the world, created from their life experiences (and possibly genetically influenced, I don't know), that is unique to them. This model, or personal map, dictates our "normal" behaviour. If you're self aware, and understand that your model is not reality (just your perception of reality), then you can challenge it and choose to think and act differently. But it is really hard to understand someone else's model because when they try to explain it, it gets filtered by their conscious mind and simplified by their choice of language; and then it gets re-filtered by our understanding of the words they've used and our own mental model (which, of course, is different from theirs). So, for example, many extraverts just "don't get" introverts and vice versa.
I find your question fascinating Art because, having read the thread, I've realised that there's group of people out there who have a very different model to mine. I show my photographs because I have to. I think partly that's to get affirmation from others, partly because people ask me to, but mostly it's because photography is emotionally really important to me and I believe people can't understand me properly unless they see my pictures. I also find that other photographers' opinions are really helpful in developing my technique - even when I disagree with them

But clearly many people get complete satisfaction from keeping their personal work personal. I don't understand this (my model is diferent), but I respect it. And there must be something positive in it otherwise so many people wouldn't do it. And I'd like to understand it better.
So, those of you who keep your personal work personal, what is it in your approach that gives you your pleasure? And what makes you keep going? I assume it's not the adoration of others: perhaps it's the discovery before you create the photo, or is it the process of taking and printing the photo that's important, or maybe just knowing your final print is your best work is sufficient? And how does that make you feel?