The Distance...
I have heard it said that sometimes you have to walk away so that you can come back.
When looking for an effect, it is so easy to get caught up in the process. I read here and there about folks who need timers that set an enlargement exposure to increments of a second. Please... Others who must run everything through a densitometer and create complex tables of this that and the other. Groan... Elitists who claim that no real photograph is worth its mettle except taken by the Bladagor Xenophobic -1.1 lens. Bah... Adheents of the Temple of Rodinal (whose liquid powers are finer than Lourdes) extolling the virtues of 1:X to the nth power dilutions. Phooey...
My first camera/film combo was an Argus C3 with Pan-x. Somehow, following the Sunny 16 rules printed inside the box, consistently astonishing negatives came out of the tank. 1 grade of paper, developed by eye and no timer. What the hell is drydown??? It was fun, productive, and fostered a life time appreciation of film photography. Then came the rail...
Obviously, 4x5 would give me the negative quality and platform for perfection I needed. The process became about seeking the "perfect" negative. The blatant unweildiness of tripod mounted rail become obvious, so the solution was to go with a field camera. More process, technical details, seeking magic bullets in the darkroom, and surprisingly the fun was all gone. It was now about the perfect shots and perfect prints. Baloney...
It had come to a point that there was all the equipment, a great darkroom, and not a care about using either of them. A funky little Yashicamat changed all that. Quality in size due to the format, convenience in shooting, the fun was back. I would much rather 3 rolls of exposures of many things, with one or two suitable for something except family or community memories, than striving for a roll of perfection. The addition of a Mamiya SLR really capped the deal. I find myself out recording the world, mundane or otherwise, and enjoying the process. The beauty of the final print is in what is expressed, not in its density, chemistry, or "rules of composition". Others around me have noticed that the quality has increased with the quantity.
Ultimately, what is the purpose of our task? To crystallize a slice of a three dimensional world into two dimensions and carry forth the expression, or to present a technically perfect icon of the craft, which may or may not be something to add to the teleology of the craft??? Boys and girls, I'm going for the fun!!!