Hello,
Hope you guys are having a good day, I've been meaning to make this post for quite some time but it has been ever changing and fluid in my head for quite some time which made me decide to wait until the idea developed well enough to post. With that said, this entire post might not make the most sense but I'll try my best.
I've been photographing seriously for about 13 years now (I started around the age of 14). Since taking my first photographs I knew this was something I would stick to and strive to be the best at. As it's in my nature, I want(ed) to be the best at everything I did as a child (physically, socially, artistically, etc) and constantly viewed things as a competition. Although many times this strained personal relationships, it taught me a lot about discipline and "putting in the time".
As some of my other hobbies began to fade, their retreat into the shadows only fueled my passion for photography. It felt that the more dead weight from my life that I threw overboard, the faster the ship went. I have and will continue to dedicate myself to photography regardless of where it takes me because the love I have for this medium takes a back seat to almost nothing outside of my family.
With that said, as I began to grow and develop a style, I began a small blog to get some experience in showing my work. That was four years ago now. Hundreds of posts later I feel I'm ready to take the next step in evolving my photography.
Although I have a day job as an engineer, every other hour of my day outside of sleeping and 1-1.5 hours of physical training is dedicated to photography whether it be reviewing negatives, going to galleries, studying the work of others, watching interviews and documentaries, networking, etc.
With that said I find it difficult to decide where I want to go as a photographer from here. I have worked on a portfolio and I'm confused as to what the next step should be. Should I start showing at local galleries? I've done this twice as part of a group show with little result. Should I work on a zine or photobook? Apply for fellowships? Submit to publications?
I guess my question here is twofold; how does one know they are ready to move on and by what metric is that measured by? Also what would a natural path from here be for me, if there is a such thing as one?
Thanks for taking the time to read this post. I know it may have been a little disjointed but I'll be here to pick the brain of the multitude of posters here who are much more intelligent and wiser than myself.
Respectfully,
Suraj
Hope you guys are having a good day, I've been meaning to make this post for quite some time but it has been ever changing and fluid in my head for quite some time which made me decide to wait until the idea developed well enough to post. With that said, this entire post might not make the most sense but I'll try my best.
I've been photographing seriously for about 13 years now (I started around the age of 14). Since taking my first photographs I knew this was something I would stick to and strive to be the best at. As it's in my nature, I want(ed) to be the best at everything I did as a child (physically, socially, artistically, etc) and constantly viewed things as a competition. Although many times this strained personal relationships, it taught me a lot about discipline and "putting in the time".
As some of my other hobbies began to fade, their retreat into the shadows only fueled my passion for photography. It felt that the more dead weight from my life that I threw overboard, the faster the ship went. I have and will continue to dedicate myself to photography regardless of where it takes me because the love I have for this medium takes a back seat to almost nothing outside of my family.
With that said, as I began to grow and develop a style, I began a small blog to get some experience in showing my work. That was four years ago now. Hundreds of posts later I feel I'm ready to take the next step in evolving my photography.
Although I have a day job as an engineer, every other hour of my day outside of sleeping and 1-1.5 hours of physical training is dedicated to photography whether it be reviewing negatives, going to galleries, studying the work of others, watching interviews and documentaries, networking, etc.
With that said I find it difficult to decide where I want to go as a photographer from here. I have worked on a portfolio and I'm confused as to what the next step should be. Should I start showing at local galleries? I've done this twice as part of a group show with little result. Should I work on a zine or photobook? Apply for fellowships? Submit to publications?
I guess my question here is twofold; how does one know they are ready to move on and by what metric is that measured by? Also what would a natural path from here be for me, if there is a such thing as one?
Thanks for taking the time to read this post. I know it may have been a little disjointed but I'll be here to pick the brain of the multitude of posters here who are much more intelligent and wiser than myself.
Respectfully,
Suraj