That's it - I am going to quit my very comfortable job, leave my wife who also earns a very comfortable living and alternate between eating and buying film! That should get me out of my current photography rut!
(BTW, I do believe it is very true).
You'd be surprised how many successful photographers (or maybe you won't be surprised) had very wealthy mates who helped support them and get them on their feet before they were famous...
Also, I want to share something really personal, This is important to me and a real story from my life so I hope some of you take the time to read it, it's simple... but a very good friend of mine, my best friends younger brother in fact, once said to me that he truly believed that in order to become great, that we must suffer, that as an actor (this was before I was as heavily into photography as I am now) I would be nothing if I didn't move to NY, live in the shittiest hole, and suffer and strive to be great at what I did, he said that only then would I find greatness. And he moved to NY himself, and he suffered in a different way, and sadly passed from an accidental overdose... I say this because there's a fine line between suffering for your art, and suffering for the sake of art. That I think there's a lot of truth in what my friend said, but that you can't let it consume you, because then you won't have the strength to truly be great when it really counts. So choose to eat, take the long path, take your time, use that extra food energy to work harder at your job and get a raise or a better position, then you can start to use the money toward film, you will have earned the right, you will appreciate the film not out of desperation, but out of respect for the journey that took you there and the times you went without the art itself in order to be in that moment now, and your images that you create will be inspirational because you'll feel inspirational and want to share that with the world...
Thanks for listening guys,
~Stone