Maybe "the play", is just starting or just ending, sometimes I do not know, sometimes I respond to a question because I think it is real, other times I respond to a question because it is fake. sometimes "things" just fill the void. other times I have more pressing concerns, I would just like to say, that everything is very fluid "in" its terms. exact meaning today, is not what will be tomorrow. Apug is like a the ocean, Deep and Vast. its waves wash over me, sometimes I retain water, sometimes I pee in it. I am not perfect, nor anyone else. this site in not perfect. we are all frustrated in and on some level. In the words of Bill Clinton. I feel your pain. Carry on wayword son. there will be peace when you are done lay your heavy head to rest, don't you cry no more. attributed to some crusty rock song I heard the other day..