Moose22
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My roommate's dog. This one is "he's big on the inside"

Playing ? It looks more like Graziano v Zale
Sorry to hear that, such is life an let's remember the good timesStella passed away a couple of days ago at 10 yo.
Playing ? It looks more like Graziano v Zale
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Ivo:Sorry to hear that, such is life an let's remember the good times
Ehhh, pets.
They show you all the love the world has to offer at the darkest of times, dragging you out of depression by demonstrating that birthday can be each and every day, that it's a matter of perspective and healing. And then they're gone as if "mission complete" and their services aren't needed anymore. It hits especially hard when they leave so very young.
I found it interesting that I played around with reversal of Fomapan 200 when he arrived in this world and found myself with Fomapan 200 in camera when he left just a year and a half later: approximately the same time I didn't touch this film, exploring other options out there.
I found it double interesting that the first person to point out that there's something wrong with our beloved Pūciņš was a friend who I had over and hadn't seen for years and years.
My friend sat on the couch with us, we were chatting and watching my slides. He hadn't seen Pūciņš up to this point. Later this evening Pūciņš came inside the room and lied down on another piece of furniture next to the couch. As the evening went on, my friend spotted light emanating from his tummy and said that this requires medical attention.
Plain, calm and factually. Which turned out to be both - sooo true and a call received too late. Pūciņš experienced kidney and liver failure. Kidneys were swollen to the point of being easily touchable on the outside - which we felt for the first time that evening after my friend pointed out the precise location of said "light" source. And the magnificent young bastard hid that from us - cats are masters at hiding pain, this hurts.
And my friend was able to tell that something is wrong just by sitting next to our Pūciņš, never touching him and seeing lights emanating from him his tummy. How's that possible? Great question and my honest answer is - I don't know. All I know for sure is that we took some dried mycelium fruit bodies to see what's out there - he for the first time and just half of the entry amount...
Days later Pūciņš became inactive and vet wasn't able to help Pūciņš out. He died a painful death, but I'm thankful he died at home, in our hands. The way he died is interesting too, if you can indulge me further. When cats see death approaching, they isolate themselves. Free roaming cats go to whatever place to die never to be found again, but indoor cats choose small, hard to access places. Under bathtubs, behind massive furniture and so on. I saw Pūciņš searching for such a place, saw him going under the bathtub and it was clear to me that moment that the old friend Death has visited our house to free another friend from his pain, and I should prepare to greet him.
I lied down next to Pūciņš and asked him silently in my mind to not to go under there to die, but to come to us if that's a job that needs to be done this evening... He went under the bathtub - it saddened me. But a minute later he emerged from there and came to us to die. First days of January 2022.
Man, what a painfully wonderful experience. It's a sharp, shocking moment when a friend dies. You can feel sharply the moment life is leaving a body. A body that didn't have swollen kidneys anymore.
Reality is not a very much straightforward endeavor, this brings back the almighty awe we have as children where anything is possible. Awe that gets dulled down by our rationale, out boring, often unfulfilled lives and default mode network of our brains expressing itself in our everyday.
Besides this story there's another one on how his little baby mother chose us in the cold of the winter in her childhood, joining 2 other stray cats we give shelter in winter in our garage and have become really good friends with.
We assumed that she was brought here by the first cat that we started giving shelter to - a small female. Valid suspicion, because a tad later she fashioned herself a Maine Coon sized, red-haired bodyguard that was fearful of humans, but trusted her and let the garage doors be shut, trapping both cats and heat inside. As we got to know the red giant, we observed that has seen some of the worst the world has to offer and is practically without teeth. Both are inseparable ever since, explore the world together and stay around our property whole year around.
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Goodbye, Pūciņ by Ivo Stunga, on Flickr
What a beauty!First!
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Yay, a pet thread. I have a trillion cat pictures. All all of them of the same guy.
A most remarkable image - of a most remarkable cat. A memorable being, who graces us with his presence but never deigns to be in any way less than a superior being.
By far the best I have seen in this thread so far, of so many other noteworthy photos.
Dogs are companions. Cats are friends, lovers, lions in disguise, who acknowledge us as admirers, servants, worshippers- slaves - but never lower themselves to crawl to us. Most remarkable and superior beings.
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