I am not a portrait person. I am too quiet and shy to form any bond with the subject.
You hit the nail on the head when you said it is like meditation. That is why I love to shoot alone. Me, the scene, and the camera, when I am in the zone, work smoothly and quick. On those outings when the world intrudes or there is someone with me I never seem to get the shots I want. The exposure is always off, I get frustrated, and feel cheated. It is a personal thing, the prints and negatives are a happy perk, to the experience.
Ever sat the camera up, plopped your butt on the ground and waited for a couple of hours for the shadows to get just right? I mean sitting watching and listening. Not fiddling with stuff, talking, or wishing you could release the shutter. For some reason if I have a camera with me I can sit quietly for a really long time. No camera and I can't stand it. The Ad/HD kicks in..