Once again this seems to involve a basic misunderstanding. You expose for the shadows, then develop for the desired maximum density of
the neg, controlling the highlights relative to your printing expectations. "Pushing" means overdeveloping in order to fudge the latter, but
based on the presumption that you irrecoverably underexposed the former. In other words, you first establish your correct personal ASA
by determining what speed is necessary to get printable shadow value in the neg, in your own definition of acceptable shadow value. You
can do this by bracketing a series of test exposures over a range of ASA settings. Then, afterwards, you experiment with how long you needto develop your negs to get a versatile degree of overall density, esp in relation to highlight printing quality.