It's not for you then. Honestly, it's not for most people. It's expensive. It's slow. It's immobile. It rewards skill, not luck. It's the equivalent of a formula one car with racing slicks. In the hands of the right person, it can produce amazing results that will blow anything else away. In the hands of the average person, it's a crash machine.
Not that the average person couldn't learn to use one. They're not so difficult as to be beyond what the average person could figure out. It just takes a little more mental energy and patience.