Agonized as well. My return to film (as an amateur... so no big deal, but fun) began in February with a Leica M. Always wanted one. Zeiss lenses mostly, and Leica where no option exists. But RF won't do macro without running through hoops, so off to the Contax S2 to use my old Zeiss CY lenses for that. It works. Leica fits me better for travel, and the light carry. But for the more artsy shots, thought MF would be the way to go and after a bit of hemming and hawing, went with the Bronica SQ-A largely on price.
This will be my first non-Zeiss lensed camera in a while. With digital I quickly ditched most of the branded lenses and collected Zeiss CY to escape the relentless "electronic upgrade cycle", and so I hesitated long and hard over the Hassy, but at the end of the day... given more restricted use that I've intended for the brute, Hassy seemed to add unnecessarily to the expense. First tempted by the Bronica S2A, ultimately dissuaded by cooler heads here, and re-directed toward the SQ-A. Should have some film in hand from B&H in a day or two. Until then, worth noting that for under a grand you can pack in the camera body, prism finder, waist level finder, 50mm PS, 80mm PS and 150mm S as a package. Hard to beat the price. Also, they can be adapted to Hassy digital backs I found.... not that I want that, but having the possibility is a good thing. KEH says the parts aren't as common as Hassy parts, and that's an issue potentially. But I'm hoping not. Anyway... worth not just totally dissing but giving a fair look... unless you're going to buy the Hassy anyway.
Loving the darkroom! Yes! That IS a big part of the thrill of shooting film. It's simply magical. Good luck!0000000