Gabriel, I feel you clearly have several longings/desires to try several combos and these desires are what I have deduced as visceral. Visceral feelings run deep and therefore can only be ignored at your peril as the problem with ignoring them is that the feeling of "what if?" keeps coming back to haunt you. It nags at you forever
So on the assumption that you are still a relatively young man who has many years ahead of him I suggest you indulge these visceral feelings and try all the combinations you have visceral feelings about even if this takes several years.
The upside is that you will then know which feelings were 1.great; 2. about right; 3. OK but not worth trying again; 4. to be confined to the scrap heap of life in that sort or order
Then let us have your findings if you will . Some of these findings may be rejected by others for a variety of good or bad reasons but others may help fellow photographers with similar visceral feelings.
I attach the words of "Our Gracie" who was that famous Lancashire( county in the U.K.) lass who sang to us. Please note that in the context of your quest to find these combinations Gracie's "Goodbye" should not be read as goodbye to the forum but as the period in which you try the "Great Trek" into the world of film and chemicals
Here are her words: "Wish me luck as you wave me goodbye
Cheerio, here I go, on my way
Wish me luck as you wave me goodbye
Not a tear, but a cheer, make it gay"
PS in those days the word "gay" has no relationship to sexual orientation
Best of luck
pentaxuser