I think I can say this simply: I am NOT an elitist. I do NOT desire to be part of an "elite" group, nor will I support one with that motive.
I have been vilified and ostracized for that very attitude. There are many in the "Art World", or at least in the local art world, who feel that stratification ... where they are considered to be at the "top" level... is necessary - "What else are we doing this for ?" The consequenses of questioning - or even suggesting opposition to that premise can be severe.
I am not so facetiously altruistic that I will claim that I do not notice, or enjoy, a little adulation from time to time, but the question is "How do you get that adulation?".
If I have to do anything that will cause grief to another, I refuse. Status, adulation, a "good review", is not worth the penalty I will pay in terms of negative impact to something precious to me ... my belief system.
I CHOOSE an Omar Khayyam approach: I will leave the Oriental Court political maneuvering to those to whom it is important. I only want a place where I can "do" my chosen obsession. With Khayyam, it was mathematics; Mine is photography.
"I think the rose ne'er blows so red
As the grave where some buried Ceasar bled.
A jug of wine, a loaf of bread
And thou, beside me, singing in the wilderness.
Ah, wilderness is paradise enow."
My jug of wine is my camera and film; my bread is light. My wilderness, the studio, darkroom, location, exhibition space.
I may leave this world unrecognized, destitute ... of low social status.
One thing is certain - it will be a long time until the smile leaves my face - if ever.