I really like the cameras and the process, but I find myself clueless as to what to shoot since I'm not a very creative person.
I love wandering around with a camera in hand or back-pack — can be 35mm, 6x6 or 4x5, doesn't matter — and just
look. Makes me feel like I'm connecting with the world around me.
That world can be in my house, my back yard, in town, in the countryside, in another country, doesn't matter. Can be someone, people, a tree, trash on the sidewalk, a brick wall, cars, an unmade bed, a dead bird on the grass, a snowy landscape,the guy making you a burger in a small-town diner, all that is, you name it, the list is infinite, as long as it is part of the world and that
something about it — the thing itself but also how things relate to one another — struck me. The point is to look, and if you look, you cannot be clueless about what to shoot because there is always something in everything that will strike you.
At no point am I trying to be creative — and maybe at no point am I creative, who knows? That's not the point. The point is to look, and to connect via a camera, knowing the camera doesn't see like I see. The camera sees the world differently than I do, and at times I think it's the camera that's creative, not me. Or at least that the best way I can be creative is to try to understand, to figure out how the camera sees whatever I'm looking at and how it translates into a photograph the sense of connection I felt.
I love figuring out which developer will work best with the film I used for whatever I shot. Not much creativity there, it's more a question of experience.
I love getting to the darkroom and figuring out how I'm going to translate what I saw and what the camera gave me — the negative — into a print. Again, not trying to be creative. The negative is giving me something, I need to figure out which paper, developer, toner, etc., will make it "work" in the best possible ways.
To me it's the whole process. Love that all stages have in common that they are slow, they demand silence, solitude and reflexion, and that in each case there are problems to be solved.
I probably could just print for others, but I'd have to care a lot about what they photographed and why they photographed it.