For those of you interested...
Quick 'cancer' fact update:
Tumor # 1 has shrunk from 12cm to 6cm
Tumor # 2 has shrunk from something small to something smaller by the
same factor as tumor # 1
These are just linear measurements - the volume I don't know exactly,
but with the cube factor and wotnot it means they are well smaller
than half the original size ...
I have another CT in 2 months - if the results show no further
shrinkage then doc's will airmail me to Australia to have a
sugar-coated PET photocopy/scan made of my insides to confirm its just
scar-tissue left over ...
If that come out all fancy and 'dark' in the right spots then my chemo
will be reduced to a 6 month treatment and that means I will have no
more from that point on (and the 8 month trial I'm on to be compared with another chemo regime (BEACOPP) will become void, but the doc
is happy with that for my sakes).
As for me, as opposed to my insides which to a major extent really have
nothing to do with my daily existence... Well it aint all so rosy, but
certainly not dire:
Veins: pain, pain, pain from the D of ABVD I think (I've lost
interest in finding out to tell you the truth)
Brain: I seem to have developed a bit of a fog for small details
(usually trivial) - and on occasion jumble up saying things - I
referred to someones degree in set design the other day as having
'first ass honors' - This case and in general usually results in
laughter so I'm ok with it and I dont seem to have lost any creative
or 'mechanical' thinking ability - I just get odd looks from people a
little more often than I used to ...
Poo's : take a while
Nausea: off and on - more off than on - sense of smell and taste
augmented to super-hero levels which goes hand in hand with the associative nausea/yuckiness I get with alcohol and disinfectants
Mouth: Ulcers gone! got them for a month, now I have zero - get funny
tastes all the time tho, not pleasant
General: shooting pains all over my extremities and associated loosing
sleep over it
Hair: Still fully intact ! a little thinner, but only those who
really know me notice that - Doc has noted I am on the outer limits of
the 'normal curve' for more than a few factors the most pleasing being
the cancers response to the chemo
Me: working 40-50 hour weeks - pretty much 7 days though so there is
usually relaxy timeys involved in each day - many projects on the go, film, sound and theatre related ... Spending much more time on my own lately though after having had a very social periods recently
end cancer fact update*********
