Yeah... never said I didnt' want grain, just to not find I'm adding grain by poor technique somewhere along the line.
And FWIW, I did look on line this a.m. at a MF Pentax 645 and was mildly curious that the $'s are out of line from a reputable dealer, and there are a couple of wide lenses in the F/2.8 range. Very surprised. But that's a solution for another day. You not only "can't get what you want" sometimes, but you have to slow down and try to learn what you can rather than keep changing everything every time you run into a roadblock. So here's to trying to knock down the roadblock, and thanks to those who've helped and encouraged me. My hat's off to you guys. And my best regards to you as well.
And FWIW, I did look on line this a.m. at a MF Pentax 645 and was mildly curious that the $'s are out of line from a reputable dealer, and there are a couple of wide lenses in the F/2.8 range. Very surprised. But that's a solution for another day. You not only "can't get what you want" sometimes, but you have to slow down and try to learn what you can rather than keep changing everything every time you run into a roadblock. So here's to trying to knock down the roadblock, and thanks to those who've helped and encouraged me. My hat's off to you guys. And my best regards to you as well.



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... but y'know really we're not all well heeled, and that often you can get (as I did) a full kit for less than the cost of one digital lens. But thank you for the compliment. And of course you're right to not overlook suggesting the obvious no one else here has quite as forcefully: there's a time when the best thing to do is go for the pro services when you want that sort of output. Yeah... don't be penny wise and pound foolish. I get it. But mostly, most of what I shoot are "sketches", "workouts" and experimental shots and outings where I'm having fun and don't merit the full nine yards. That's probably most of what I do, and it's okay if in some of those, there's a nugget that should have gotten better handling. Just as commonly, there are plenty of blown shots in there, too. But then again there are rolls where you really DO want the best, and I may have one of those in the can now, and as I think of it, I may take your advice.... and try to find really good lab. I think there's supposed to be one in the Philly area that begins with "M" something or other (whereas my local boys... well, let's just say they have a good rep, but charge a fortune for pretty mediocre work (yes, they have a higher level of service, but really?)). And you're right that it doesn't hurt to utilize two different work flows and know when to use which. Very, very good point. Doesn't change my desire to up my game in shooting and developing my own shots in-house so to speak, but it recognizes that there's only so far you can push the "rushes" as they'd call them in the cinematography biz.
- there just always seems to be a disconnect between those who buy Leicas as status symbols/ toys vis-a-vis those who use them as a means to earn a living. The more able of the latter tend to be rather fussier about the quality of the end result & more sensible about getting others to do the stuff they don't enjoy/ don't care to get involved with/ don't have the time to do... 