I started getting into photography just as the digital cameras were starting to break ground, in the year 2000. My dad has shot, for his own enjoyment, probably well over 100,000 slides. Family vacations, semi artistic stuff, cars, stuff like that. He always talked about resolution of lenses, how this camera was better than another for whatever reason. That turned my interest for photography completely off, because the technical aspect of it was just too boring.
And honestly, my dad's results were not all that great either.
It wasn't until I went to the United States in September 2000 that my interest was sparked. I came to visit my then fiance. My dad had loaned me a camera to 'document' the trip. It was a Pentax ME with a 35-70mm zoom. I shot some color neg film. My fiance and I took it to the 1-hour lab and had them developed, and I was pretty pleased with the photographs. That's when my fiance asked if I ever photographed anything interesting... Ding, ding, ding, ding. Wake-up call. I asked her what she meant, and she started laying out to me how most of the photographs were pretty in colors, and had good technical quality, but they were ultimately just boring.
I took the challenge and borrowed a digital camera, a little point and shoot, to practice. When I came back to Sweden from my 1-1/2 month visit, I started photographing everything. I sent digital photos in the email to her, and she'd look at them and comment. I quickly discovered that i wasn't interested in digital photography. Too much computer work, too little enjoyment. I started using that Pentax ME with b&w 35mm film, and that's when I found the calling of photography. I was still too indoctrinated with my dad's sentiments on sharpness, grain free negatives, etc. I finally let go of all that after playing around with toy cameras, and here I am describing feelings and mood with photographs.
I very much view myself as a learner, with a lot of ground to cover. But photography has become my passion and my insanity asylum. Had I not discovered b&w analog photography, I doubt I would have been as passionate.
A good way to close is that my dad now is letting go of his technical approach, and is now getting more and more into content, and expressive printing. It's very nice to see that a person at age 60 being hungry to learn more. We both contributed to each others' passion for the craft.
I will also add that I listen to a lot of vinyl records. CDs are nice. High resolution formats such as Super Audio CDs are even nicer. But vinyl just kicks a$$ and to me sounds better. Through the whole vinyl versus CD pi$$ing contest I held true to my beliefs that vinyl was just more fun, and today I walk into Cheapo's and see thousands of titles - NEW! - on vinyl. I'm not sure whether film will do the same and have a resurgence or not, but I hope it does. I don't dislike digital. It's just that it's no fun! There's no magic, no tangible sensation, no stinky chemistry, no darkroom. Blah.
- Thomas