this thread is a few pages long.... 4 so far. I havent read any posts aside from Les' original post. I wanted to reply before reading any others replies and then catch up after that.
Ive spent countless hours writting in my journal contemplating the "why" of my inclination to create art... Paintings, or more so in recent years photographs in particular. In fact, Ive even spent numerous hours talking with my therapist about the why of my photography. The self doubt in it. The Confidence in it. The questioning. The why seems so integral in the process of walking the path of photography that if I wasnt asking why I feel I would not deserve to be capturing images, nor would I be showing the respect to the medium that it deserves.
one of the strongest, and what seems like a founding element, is the "rightness" of photography for me personally. It feels like something I should be doing. I see images and am moved by them emotionally. Emotion seems integral in any image I hope to capture. Whether that image conveys that emotion or emotion at all is perhaps a criteria for success.... but then again perhaps not. Ill refrain from travelling off course.
Quite recently Ive been spending, almost daily, a few hours at a very small and quaint nature preserve and garden here in Austin. One Ive gone to many times in the past few years.... prior it was to visit there during the wonderfully gorgeous and color flower blooming time. I have slide upon slide of these gorgeous flowers and foliage.
But recently its become a place of symbolizing appreciation and admiration. revolving around the seemingly endless combination of light, shadow, line, form, plant, structure, balance. all with seemingly endless combinations and scenes of beauty. Each and every time I visit something seems different, similiar images seen with entirely new eyes.
Ive spent many a early evening sitting on a bench contemplating why I continue to return to this small stone wall surrounded place with so much more that resides outside of these walls, in the world at large. yet I continue to be moved my its elegance, simplicity, quiet beauty and the solemn emotions it surfaces in me. Sadness at times.... melancholly solitude. Yet almost simultaneously a subtle joy that seems warming too the heart (even when drenched in texas humidity). Cooling water rushing between my toes as I sit on the edge of a pond. The peacocks sqwauking at each other.
It seems these feelings and emotions could potentially be conveyed in images created through photography... perhaps even my photographs. I feel a responsibility in recognizing and embracing these emotions that I should then convey them to others. to share them.
These emotions, inspirations, and thoughts are not isolated to my work in just this particular place... it feels a fundamental part of why I photograph anything at all, emotional response. I used to photograph a girl I was dating because of my strong reaction to her beauty and the emotions connected with it. I photograph old buildings and decay because of this emotional response.
these are the beauties I see. I still see a sunset and find it beautiful. But not in the same way I see the world through photographic eyes (seem to only ones I look through recently) the beauty these eyes see lies elsewhere.
there is a true passion that I feel responsible to share and manifest in photographs.