When I developed my first roll of film (620, box camera, no enlarger) at age 14 (1964) I felt an amazing sense of creation that has not left me since. To to point of relieving occasional depression, I read, and read again, formulae which, somehow, made everything right once more.
I cannot be more succinct than this, and I know that that explanation does not elevate into pragmatism. But the sense of thrill with seeing a negative image, that is anything but 'virtual', has allowed me to feel very alive. Now, is that 'nuts' or not!!!??? - David Lyga