This touched a nerve. This year, after 54 years of photography and darkroom work, I am now buying what will most likely be (touch wood) my last film camera, a Fuji GS645w to replace my beloved GA645wi, which passed away recently during an on-site shoot in Sarawak. I was (and still am) doing a shoot with B&W film intended for a book project, and I need to use up the 50+ rolls I have with me. This GS645w, while somewhat long in the tooth (mid 1980s), has been well cared for and I hope will last the few months of daily use. If the battery powered exposure system fails, it's mechanical and will continue to function.
I fully intend this to be my last film camera purchase. Hm. Time will tell and we will see.
Ditto my home darkroom, which I nowadays use only for film processing. It has two enlargers, a Leica Focomat 1c with a Multigrade filter head and an LPL 6x7 with color head, two complete Jobo systems complete and a full array of Jobo tanks I have mostly never used, and enough other stuff to fill ten or more large cartons. As for my stocks of stored Multigrade paper, please let's not go there. Ditto film. With luck, the latter will be sold off by the end of this year. The cameras will then be carefully assessed and a few also sold. Finally, the darkroom will go, as I rarely print now.
I will miss those long nights in the dark, with good music on the sound system and occasional breaks to sip a glass of good wine and smoke a cigarillo. I no longer smoke and drink very little, having given up those two pleasures on arrival at my three score and ten mark in life, and on the sensible, to me, theory that it's always best to give up small things in small doses, before they give ME up with a great loud boom...
My partner is thrilled, of course, and says I am being worldly-wise in flogging off the hasselblads, Rolleis, Contax Gs, Nikons et al before they plummet to nyet in value. I doubt this will happen, as everywhere I go and look nowadays I see a resurgence in film shooting (and certainly sales). But there is wisdom there, and even I realise the time is fast coming that I will have to focus my energies on other pastimes. Like travel while I still can.
We will all of us get to this stage in life, sooner or later. A little critical thinking and some forward planning helps.
For all that, other pleasures lie ahead. Plus ca change, as the French say. Thoughts of wheels and full circles.