use it for a paper weight.
really, most find them a hardship rather than a help.
It is so easy to load the film by hand, just takes some pratice.
Have you been loading film using steel reels?
If so, nothing is different.
If not, just insert the film in the middle , curve the film gently and turn the reel counterclockwise . You want the film to fit between the grooves. With SS reels the film loads from the middle out.
Pick up an outdated roll of film and practice in the light, then close your eyes.