Just don't take it too seriously.
No judge is neutral, everyone judges by their own preferences, knowledge and philosophy. Everyone. From the common snapshooter to the great artist or curator.
Just remember that is their opinion and only matters if it matters to you.
I rarely ask people to judge my photos unless I know and respect them.
In any way, don't let it influence you in a negative way.
If you don't succed don't let it stop or discourage you.
If you do succed don't let it get over your head and think "you are it".
An artist should be a judge of himself/herself and an honest one.
Underestimating or overestimating yourself can destroy you.
I guess it comes back to the old greek philosophy of "know thyself" and I would add "don't let the bastards get you down" from a t-shirt that I wore as a teenager.