Adrian, there is a trick. All rolls developed together, given they are all the same kind (HP5, for example) will yield the same density.
If you develop 4 rolls in one single tank, all four rolls will therefore need the same base exposure for enlarging. Your test strip will be valid for all four films. You can treat all four films as one single roll of 144 exposures.
This trick saves a lot of time and effort.
Be selective. Pick your best. Ignore the so-so's and duplicates. Then they'll be special.Yeah, seems excessive and yet it’s something pushing me. How can it not? On top of myself believing that my stuff is not half bad, I have accumulated a lot of negatives over the years. And papers. And cameras, enlargers...
It has become a catch-22 situation: lose all the papers in which I have invested a fortune (and being a loser for shooting without going all the way to the end), or stand up and print the stuff. To give a sense to it all.
30 years of accumulated negatives, some real jewels hidden all over the pile, images I have really worked hard for. Yeah, Koudelka’s Gypsies are nice but my stuff is just as nice, and so on. And kids... family. No way I’d just let the negatives die, that would be such half-assed and totally loser of me. And so I started 20 years ago and just never can finish. Just like Forrest Gump when he left for a jog.
So I did all my best on 20x24, then added 16x20, then 11x14... then I found out I had 10 boxes of ilford postcards (1000 sheets), and so I decided to reprint all my best stuff from Paris on those postcards, and so I printed through all 1000 in about 3 weeks...
Then, I found that although I had printed my entire “best-of” xpan collection in 10x24 and 8x16, I understood that it was absolutely a stupid idea because You will have to be crazy to open the bags to look at those (fantastic) prints. It’s the equivalent of a whole day at the gym, let me tell you. So I decided to reprint them in a sexier format: 4x10. Took me about 3 intense months...
And right now I’m onto negatives from 2014-2021 that I have never yet seen, except on contact sheets. It just accumulated, really.
But what made me see that my stuff looks like horror is when I realized that no matter where I go in the world, even the most luxurious places, I always come back with gritty images. Miami beach? Nice girls and cars? What do I come up with? Black and white apocalyptic grittiness. My instagram feels very heavy. I ended noticing that my photography is simply put; heavy. It needs a bit of color and air. Or I don’t know maybe that’s what it’s supposed to be.
But yeah, now it’s a huge pile of shit that will need to be managed.
Aren’t we all into a similar situation, to some extent? Who shoots and develops film just to let the negatives die?
With all due respect, it seems like its doing your head in a bit, which that maratho would do to anyone
It sounds like you need to walk away from darkroom for a bit and do something else.
No-ones negs are masterpieces or anything profound - it's all just meaningless disposable cultural detritus at the end of the day.
you'll get back in the groove. like you say a change of media to colour or alt printing or just do something else entirely and you will come back with a new perspective (and probably end up reprinting everything again in a totally different style!)yes exactly.
Excuse me while I go stick my head in an oven...it's all just meaningless disposable cultural detritus at the end of the day.
Excuse me while I go stick my head in an oven...
Can I offer my oven? There can be few better for apocalyptic grittinessExcuse me while I go stick my head in an oven...
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