i really need to get my head around the optics of condensers vs diffusers...
So confused right now.
So, it is actually a geometry problem. One way to think about the difference between a condenser and a diffuser light source is as the perceived size of the light source that any single point on the negative 'sees'.
From a condenser light source each point on the negative sees a very small light source, much the same as we see from an incandescent bulb across the room. From a diffuser it's more like seeing a large fluorescent fixture from across the room.
When you look across the room you can hold up a single finger a foot from your face and that finger will block all the light coming straight to one of your eyes directly from that incandescent source, that covered eye will be completely in shadow, you can't keep the finger at the same distance from your eye and do the same for the fluorescent source.
Similarly a speck of dust on top of the negative illuminated buy a condenser source casts a sharp shadow on the emulsion, the shadow of that dust particle on the negative will look like a sharp black area to the lens below. With a diffuser source the shadow of the dust particle on the negative is diffuse rather than sharp because the light is coming from many directions rather than 'just one', the lens below sees a more evenly lit negative.