thanks everyone..i wasnt sure if either of these tree images worked or not but i guess they are ok the farm still life (i was recently told it was a hay rake in the foreground) was the shot that made my day..
i have 60 sheets of 11x14 and about 110 sheets of 8x10 in the cupboard thomas but cant afford to order more at this point..hopefully freestyle will have some left when i have some extra cash. it really frustrates me cuz i have finally found a paper that gives me the look i want and it's consistent....AND, i even have notes about it thomas soon it will be back to the drawing board...