Murder last frame

Maybe I murdered this clip test, I was young. it wad the first time i has witnessed a murder. the victim a young man was cut open in front of me and many others I couldn't think of anything i didnt think of anything i escaped into my camera all i could do was shoot it. This frame is when the event was over the man lay deceased on the roadside, a medic trying to resuscitate and his friend kneels before us in disbelief . I guess im drawn to the orange flare next to him in this shot. i keep focusing on the flare. There were 90 odd images to this event. But this is the only one im ever going to show. Its a positive print of the clip test I don't know why i cross processed it. Actually i don't know what i was thinking. its odd what the mind can do when confronted by such things.the film was processed 15 minutes after the event. I guess i processed it so quickly to see weather i actually did see what i thought i saw.