Healing myself - MSA March/April 2017 "Healing"
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Healing myself - MSA March/April 2017 "Healing"

Photography is a way to heal myself from stress and to clear my mind. It's good therapy!
And I did need some to deal with the raw facts of life ~ like loosing two parents within a year (my father Dec. 2015 and my mother Oct. 2016). Time to take a good look at myself ... how am I doing?
Location
at home, pointing at myself, sitting with a window to my left
Equipment Used
Olympus Pen-EE (halfframe)
Exposure
probably about 1/40 s
Film & Developer
Fomapan 100 (@ ASA 200) in Ilfotec DD-X
Paper & Developer
straight scan
Lens Filter
none
Is this print for sale?
  1. Yes
Tman. Its strong - most everything about it communicates powerfully. And it should. 'Wish it wasn't from pain. Taking stock of what's important is, indeed, healing. I hope you can't move 2' in any direction w/out encountering those that know you well and love you.
 
We are much alike. I used to call photography my 'insanity asylum'. Maybe that's a little heavy handed with the language, but sometimes that's how I feel, and photography helps me focus on something else for a while, something meaningful, and hopefully in the meantime the garbage in my brain will be processed and I feel better when I come out of the darkroom. Very interesting photograph.
 
Thank you all for the support. It's good to have APUG too - don't underestimate that!

@Thomas Bertilsson: I know what you mean. I have that also wandering around with my camera in the fields or alongside the river for hours - maybe only taking a shot or two. It helps clearing your mind and putting everything a bit into perspective - while scanning the scenery for a good shot. That's also why I love pinhole photography. The image is completely made inside my mind before I open the shutter - thus not leaving any room to go "frantic in my brain" anymore :wink:
Recommended for anyone with a burn-out or similar mind boggling matters at hand. It doesn't make the problems go away, but at least it makes the problems smaller (less heavy).

@HiHoSilver: I have a wonderful wife and two daughters and if I step in the fourth direction - for me there is also Jesus to walk and talk with me.

@dasBlute: "breathe deep the beauty of this moment" - not that's a perfect advise - will do, thanks!
 
An MSA on healing - sending one to the Great Physician. How right.
 

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